Here it comes again

The feeling comes again. Haih I don't know why it keeps coming and then fades away back. Currently, I've lost my interest on football and futsal again. It is like I don't have the spirit to play it anymore. I've been playing badly these past few days. What's wrong is with me? Am I turning into a gay or something? If I'm turning into a gay, I wanna be like that American Idol famous gay-guy, Adam Lambert lah. Perempuan pon ramai suka kan Hahaha bodoh, tade kerja la aku ni